57-year-old Joanne from the English city of Cheshire suffered from depression from early childhood. In 1985, the doctor diagnosed the girl with “clinical depression”.
“I was depressed from birth, despite a truly amazing childhood. I traveled the world a lot like a diplomat’s daughter, but I always remained sad and absorbed in myself, “said Joanne. “Even the pleasant things seemed heavy, so I remained dissatisfied for no reason.” Depression intensified when bad things happened, and never disappeared, even if everything went well in life. ”
Joanne’s life changed in 2017, when the woman tried regressive therapy. An expert from London, Nicholas Auyula, conducted a session through Skipe. Within a few hours, Joanne remembered two reincarnations.
In the first memory, Johanna saw herself as a soldier in the Crimean War in the 1850s. The troops were defeated, but he survived. During the battle, a man fell from a horse and found himself under an animal. The enemy decided that everyone was dead.
In the environment of dead bodies, the warrior felt sadness, a great sense of guilt and emptiness in the heart. He believed that he had to die and did not deserve life. With a sense of shame, the soldier decided not to return home, so as not to meet with his family, and most importantly, his father, a high-ranking army official.
Before the war, this man lived a normal life, married, raised children. When the war began, he went to the front out of a sense of duty to the fatherland.
Instead of returning home to the family, the soldier spent the remaining years isolated from everyone, in a hut in the hills near the battlefield. The man lived a hermit, did not communicate with anyone and felt dead to the community. I thought that I did not deserve to live.
The maid of lord
In the second recollection, Johanna saw herself as a maid from a rich lord in the 1900s. She worked hard, she did not have the freedom and the right to speak. The girl felt herself trapped, from which there was no way out.
On one fateful day she was raped by three men. It destroyed her inner world, she felt so humiliated. Pregnancy constantly reminded of what had happened, and the child died during childbirth.
After all that happened, the girl could not cope with emotions, her soul seemed numb. The maid fell into despair and set fire to herself. Because of the burns, she could not work, and the lord sent her to a psychiatric hospital. The unfortunate was tied to the bed by the arms and legs, leaving one without food, love and care.
Recollections of reincarnations changed attitudes towards life
“If you do not have depression, you will not understand what it’s like to wake up every morning with the annoyance of thinking that you are still here,” says Joanne. “But the memories took me out of the comfort zone.”
“After the session, I feel different than ever: I’ve become less shy and more sociable, no longer feel the need to be invisible … On sunny days I get up with joy, and in the cold I stay in bed and warm up … I began to follow the weight, because I want to become better. I believe in myself more. ”
“I gave up antidepressants. In the morning after the session I woke up with ease, which I had never felt before. It was great to feel so light and happy, “said Joanne Femail. “Now I no longer need pills, I have become more sociable and look to the future with hope.”
“I never thought that my problem was connected with a past life. These memories were incredibly real. I dragged the old luggage behind me, which I now released … Regressive therapy changed my view of life. As much as I wanted it to happen forty years ago, then I would be happy for a long time. “